My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 6 month, but or first fight was a couple of weeks ago and it was Paxil related. you can read about it in a earlier post. We were waiting for that fight since the beginning of the relationship… ha ha ha. it was a little thing that was going to make us believe the relationship was for real; at least that was he said… he was always wondering why we didn’t have a fight or something like. but I don’t think you need to have a fight everytime, I mean, do you have a fight at the beginning of the relationship, like the first few weeks? do you know how long it’s going to take you to have the first fight?  no….  it depends on the people involve in the relationship.

My boyfriend and I are very good friends and we always have fun when we are together. I think is very important to have a strong friendship first, at least for me it is what makes a good relationship to work out in the long way.

I don’t like to be fighting and I try my best not to put myself in a fighting situation, but when you spend a lot of time with someone, you can’t help to have a fight ones in a while right?

You learn a lot form the one person, after a fight, and you should learn not to do again that thing that started the fight… or at least you know what to do in the next fight.

I’m taking at the moment 5 mg every day. Until now the only side effect I’m having is dizziness and anxiety attacks, yesterday I had one; but it was not as bad as the first one I had at work on Wednesday.
For the dizziness I’m taking some pills that are for common dizziness and nausea, (I’m also having some nausea). and they help with the dizziness.

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Yesterday I started taking only 5mg each day.

The first side effect I felt was an anxiety attack while I was at work! it was a very rare feeling, I felt like something was going to happened, I felt nervous for none reason, my heart was pitting very fast and I couldn’t stay still.
During my lunch it got worse because I was not able to eat. I tried to eat something, but then I felt something on my stomach (the feeling you get before you’re going to vomited) and I decided to stop eating… I was not really hungry after all. But I needed to do something about the anxiety so I thought about going to the pharmacy and ask for a pill for the anxiety (I actually have a prescription my doctor gave me in case I got some side effect like anxiety or insomnia), the pharmacy is a little bit far from my working place, so I had to walk for a while.

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my boyfriend and I had or first real fight last Sunday.

Let me tell you the story from the beginning; on Saturday I had to get up early to go to work, just like during the week… and as you have read, I’ve being suffering of insomnia lately so I was not happy on getting up early during the weekend… anyways, after work we went to my parents house to have lunch and after that we came back to my place to watch some t.v. and later on we left to his place to eat and watch some CSI episode (yep he likes CSI too.,) everything sounds good, right?

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