the past is always there to hunt you, doesn’t matter what you do.
A year ago, I was kick out from my parents house due to a rebellious act. I remembered that day having a migraine and calling my parents to pick me up at work because I was feeling really bad. My work at the time was locate a 1 hour by car from my parents house; 2 hours by bus…
They picked my up and drove back home… at the way home, they were talking about my life, and that I should reconsider going back to the USA and finish my college. I was making a bad decision by staying in Panama. they also comment about my behavior and if I didn’t want to go back to USA I should then call the director and let him know about it.
My head still hurts, the way home is getting a little bit longer that usual, I want to go to sleep and wait for the pain to go away…
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I’m taking at the moment 5 mg every day. Until now the only side effect I’m having is dizziness and anxiety attacks, yesterday I had one; but it was not as bad as the first one I had at work on Wednesday.
For the dizziness I’m taking some pills that are for common dizziness and nausea, (I’m also having some nausea). and they help with the dizziness.
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A year ago I started taking paxil (10mg), I was blind to all the consequence of that decision. I was just looking for the way to go back to USA and college. I thought, I needed to go back to school to actually be able to go back in track… that’s what I thought.
It didn’t happen that way.
I became addicted to the pill even though everybody don’t think so or don’t believe it possible, addictive to an antidepressant!!
It took me 3 month to lower the dose to 10mg again ( I was in 20mg) in others words I when through 3 long months of side effect or the soo called “withdrawal effects”. Now I’m taking 10mg every night and I try not to forget to take it because if I do … I will feel like crap, the next day (sorry for the word but it is true) right now I cannot go any lower because I just got a new job and I cannot be taking days off (because of that stupid pill (paxil)) so for now I staying on 10mg until I go on vacation and have the time to feel like crap… again
