the past is always there to hunt you, doesn’t matter what you do.

A year ago, I was kick out from my parents house due to a rebellious act. I remembered that day having a migraine and calling my parents to pick me up at work because I was feeling really bad. My work at the time was locate a 1 hour by car from my parents house; 2 hours by bus…
They picked my up and drove back home… at the way home, they were talking about my life, and that I should reconsider going back to the USA and finish my college. I was making a bad decision by staying in Panama. they also comment about my behavior and if I didn’t want to go back to USA I should then call the director and let him know about it.

My head still hurts, the way home is getting a little bit longer that usual, I want to go to sleep and wait for the pain to go away…

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At the moment I’m taking 5 mg every two days, and next Sunday is the final day; I’m suppose to stop taking Paxil next Sunday.
After 3 month I’m finally at the end of this journey, and I must say, it was not easy. There were times I wanted to go back to the beginning due to the side effects. But the support of my boyfriend have been a great help. I manage to stick to the plan and I kept lowering the dose and now, I’m just one week away from being free!
during the last month I had very few side effect, which was surprising., the only side effects I had was: weakness, dry mouth, and some anxiety attacks. But the funny thing is , I started to feel those side effects two weeks ago… weird… anyways, I know I might feel those side effect weeks after finishing taking Paxil, but that is completely normal.
After trying so many times, I hope, this week is the last week on Paxil